Thursday, April 2, 2009

i always have some kind of hard feeling lately...my recent life is so dull and doomy, every morning i wake up feel so stress, lack of sleep, no energy, no motivation, sometimes i would feel that i myself isn't alive! Somehow, there are still something which bring me to the very extent of 'un-alive stage'

*final examination is around the corner
*dealing with mounts of assignment
*worrying about my "female illness" which nearly kill my patience and make me worry sick!!
*baby's 2nd aunt was admitted to the hospital, her condition never seem to be better, baby was so worry bout her, and i as well worry bout aunt's health condition and baby's feeling.
*April is the month of 'Qing Ming', a month where chinese will be mourning their love one, family ancester, or people who is very important to each other that already pass away. It also meant to be the rain season for the month where chinese belief that when people are mourning for the death one, and neither do the god will do the same.

there is no time for me to be so emo anymore.....
hopefully Saturday would be the most effective cure for me.

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