Sunday, March 29, 2009

%#@*&$%!*

well ladies and gents, today is my last day for work.

it was a month ago when i've decided to quit my current job as a jewellery sales assistant because, first, i found out that i've started to get sick of this job. i know it sounds like a jerk for saying thing like that since i've only stayed in this job for like 1 year+ and what im regarding is a totally relax and freedom job. It is my 1st time to work, so baby introduce this job to me with his intention for me to learn something which im really interested of, and indeed i am. As time pass, unfortunately thing doesn't turn up within my expectation. Is not that i have a bad relationship with my boss or i don't get to learn what i wanted to....just that i don't find myself happy for being in this job.
secondly, i realized that i do not have sufficient time to prepare for my year 1 final examination will be coming soon in May, so i think quiting job may be good.

come back to the day, i actually expected it to be a well fine day.....not until i was being tracked by a stranger.

There was this man who came into the shop, act like a normal customer who made me think that he may have a deal with me and yet he didn't. He just pointed out some stuff and ask me some rubbish question, later browsing around the shop then off to other places. Not to mention that the way he dressed up was kinda weird, horrible physical appearance... oh my god its hard for me to explain him...YUKkksss!!!! Its mid-noon and started to feel hungry, so went out to buy some food for lunch. And when im on my way heading back to my shop, suddenly i heard someone speaking beside me, i turned to my side and so shock to see it was the man who just came into my shop! Omg, i was immediately stunned and didn't know how to react, he was asking me 'are u buying lunch?' Holy shit!!! a stranger talking to me, i really didn't know what to do, completely stunned there, my brain was empty, and im tearing. At the next moment, i began to run back to my shop, called baby and told him evrything. I kept looking outside of my shop, afraid that he might be following me back...thank god i didn't see him anywhere outside, probably he was hiding somewhere else. Dammit, so scared :(
Until this moment, im still so blur and nervous. its so unbelievable! What was he doing there? how did he know that im there? The only possibility i could think was that he tracked me!! what the hell he think he was doing?! Was that so fun to threaten a fragile young girl?
$#%&*@#!* im so angry!!!!!

Ican't wait until the end of the day to go home, its so freaking unbelievable.....it ruined my working mood.
baby, im looking forward for u to come
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