讽刺的 亲 。人

晚上睡不着，想说来这儿分享一些心里话。。。

今晚男朋友弃我而去和朋友狂欢，留下我不知该做什么好，只好跟妹妹无聊没事跑到新开张的TESCO逛逛过时间，接着在去朋友家接妹妹回家。途中聊到一些问题。。。

坦白说，我一直都相信亲人之间是不会有摩擦的，至少晚辈分的人，不会有好像长辈们的那种明争暗斗。。。但原来我错了，就算只是个小女生也会在亲戚朋友间学是非！！

由于这个月家里发生太多不愉快的事，牵扯的人和事太多；促使我对家人和亲人之间的那种信任，渐渐消失。。。

很多事其实一早已经看清楚也警觉得到，只是当时不想把这世界想得那么恶劣，总是相信总有一天会划得开，人会走出误会的阴霾。。。但是我又错了。。。

回想以前对人的态度，我真的觉得自己像个傻瓜！人家明着对你存有偏见，在你背后窃窃细语；可我这个傻瓜不管明的暗的都尽力帮他们说好话，不去想他们的坏！！

我把所有事想得美好一点，我错了吗？
我对人的好，到头来又换到了什么？

跟 T 先生谈到了一些问题，大致上都得到了满意的回应，还有一些小部分。。。
但也不急于一时，凡是总得慢慢来。
在 FB 看到这样一句话，忍不住就把它quote起来 ^.~

“别把对你衷心的弹簧压得太紧，小心反弹时而接不住失去了”

p/s : due to the connection failed in live space, I have no choice but to post something very emo and offensive here...couldn't bear this feeling anymore!

thinking out of my mind

Still at the midst of figuring out something that I'm not really familiar with...in spite craving hard for the solution, I desperately need some other stuff to move away my attention. Knowing the fact that I have nothing to do beside blogging so here I come, sitting still, typing, editing, and typing again, and editing again...
and the samething goes on for rest of the minutes, until...

*spark* *spark*

something flow through my mind which eventually sparked me some idea to continue writing this post. Though I've wrote this in my fb wall but I'm gonna talk a little bit about this again in detail, well, not a thousand words detail...just slightly more than in fb, haha!

It was a pity story though, that my grandpa was admitted to the hospital since last week in Monday. Although I wasn't sure wth was he being admitted but the fact that he was already very old and suffering with diabetes and the fact that his health condition was getting worse day by day really terrifies me. Spent the whole afternoon in TMC waiting for grandpa to come out from the operating theatre, also, to keep grandma accompany, she must have been worry sick :s
I can easily see her face fills with pain and sorrow, poor ah ma :s

Half way through waiting in the ward, I couldn't help but imaginig someday in future when grandpa is no longer around us*touch wood...touch wood*, what's gonna happen and how will all of us cope with it? That's a big question mark deep down in my heart. I know its not the right time to think something impossible now but its better to be prepared rather than unprepare, am I right?! Hopefully that I get to spend more time with him, our relationship wasn't that bad after all...we went dinner together every weekend, chit-chatting, sharing humour and jokes..oh, my grandpa always has very strong sense of humour ^.~
and I'm very proud to say that we are far more interactive than anyone else in the families...anyone!!

"ah gong, hope you get well soon and leave the crazy place as soon as possible, may god bless you! I sitll wanna go dinner with you, heee^^"

xTuple...kill me please!!!

Good night people. Till then.

BE STRONG

Spotted this meaningful phrase from my table calendar...it reminds me the scene that happened in the same month as appear in the calendar, which really pissed me off!!

and to be frank, I was really upset at that moment till I have that kind of harm-those-dummy-back-who-harmed-me thought, reverberating my mind all the time...

I was lucky to have my baby, by my side to clam me, to sooth my anger down, also non-stop telling me the same thing like I discovered in my table calendar...he sing me all the time about this, not until I let go my dirty thought.

Check out the words in the balloon...by now you should have some clue on how bad my thought was!

Bet someone will begin to rejudge my personality as I often present myself with innocent and everything-is-non of my business-look, nobody actually knows that I have all the cruel thought when I'm unhappy with someone or something,HAHA!!

Well, Im not trying to scare anyone off, but its normal that evryone will ever come into that situation, no big deal. It just depends on how serious an individual think of it. What I've learnt from this lesson was that people must always be rasional and positive at all thing, you must be able to analyse what is worth your effort, do not give a shit to those dummie who has nothing to do in your life.

By believing in these I'm eventually a stronger person in life!!

Baby always told me to "BE STRONG"

"BE STRONG

"BE STRONG"

kids language

Had this conversation with my smart little cousin yesterday...

I was viewing on my bf's new uploaded photos in fb, and the smart little one blurt out something that i never expect from her age...she goes:

KX: wei jie gor gor hen handsome oh!! (say with loud and witty face)
me: ni zhi dao shen me shi handsome meh?
KX: zhi dao~~~handsome shi leng zai lor...hen mei lor...hao kan lor...
me: woah...shi meh? na me ni de daddy leng zai ma? didi leng zai ma?
KX: leng zai~~~~~ (eyes raising high up teehee!)
me: na me ni leng zai ma??
KX: wo shi girl lai de arr, bu shi boy!! (said defensively)
me: ohh...na me girl yao jiao shen me??
KX: enn........(thinking wisely)leng.....leng lui lor!!!
me: ..................

p/s: read the conversation in chinese, more funny,ha!!


totally defeated!!

First time experience...

It was an ordinary day and baby were suppose to be at work.

Still, being a good and loving caring boyfriend, he dragged the girlfriend out, and there they went to...

One-u!!! huuyahh!! Bowling huh...This was my 1st time ever playing on the bowling game, and the bf either. Well if the game which I used to play on Wii is counted, then this should be my 2nd time ;-)
I was rather nervous to try until I saw baby go for his 1st shot. We know nothing about the skill to roll the ball, how to control the strength, how is it that we have to stand for the position etc...all we know is just grab the ball, make your way to the lane, aim at the middle one and throw at your target!! DONE for your turn!! Ahhaaa, both of us look just like 2 nerd without bowling knowledge =) except the company,also the bf's bestie, Chris.

Haha, although he looked a bit like throwing with no skill, but he scorred the highest marks among us that day. Nyehhh, say he don't know how to play yet he even got a full strike during the game. Hmm, now I know you already Chris, *pura-pura saja* LOL....anyway, thank for the effort for bringing us such wonderful game and experience.

Couldn't help taking more pictures because it's hardly can see that my baby playing bowling. Don't even think he will go for another game, won't you dear?

*Baby, I'm grateful for everything you've done for me, appreciated all your love, care, support and advice...It's difficult for me to explain in word how thankful I am towards you. I'll pay you back with my love for you, forever never dies*

The perfect nature getaway...

What's all about Cameron Highland?

I always have some very special obsession towards this little mountain. Wanna know my secret of obsession?

Let me bring you into the journey through hill...

De La Ferns. That's where I stayed. The hotel itself carries such alluring name. Felt contented with the overall services provided in the hotel.

My boy and the families, whom I have most of the fun and excitement together. I love you all :)

Now, what can you possibly find at Cameron Highland...look at them...those are all valuable assets for the people there.

Cactus!! Small, tiny in size yet not easy to mess with because you'll feel pain when you touch it, ouchhh!

Strawberriessss~~~~yuuhoo!! That's right, you can find countless of strawberries here in Cameron because it has a strategic land suitable for strawberry plantation. It's here where you can enjoy this little reddy fruit with low price, enjoy the fun picking strawberry which you can later bring it back all of them, eat them in different ways not just tasting the ordinary taste of sweet and sour.

A warm greeting to those TEA lovers! Cameron welcome you with all sorts of tea. Cameron Valley? BOH? Which one will you go for?

Honey Melon?! Are you serious? Hardly find this breed of melon in M'sia right?? Look, they have it here...oh my god...I couldn't help myself anymore...mummy!!! I want this...bring 10kg home, please ;-)

TEA plantation...hmmm~~~~smell it~~~for free!! Hahaha, I mean you can see it, touch it, and smell it for free!! They allow public to walk into the plantation, do whatever they want, running across the plantation, take picture with the whole scenary and, well, pluck the tea leaves :D

Am sure there are lots of poeple out there who do that!! Feel so sorry for the workers...haiz

You people might be confuse looking at the picture above. It's taken at the place called Water Crest Valley. Those are vegetables planted in water and its call "xi yang cai" (sorry, I don't know what is it known in english) Amazing place to visit and also, it's a restaurant cum apartment concept. They provide good view, good food, good accomodation...everything that eventually gives you unforgettable and memorable experience.

May I call it The Place of Health?! Look at the vegetablesss...oh my god, they are tooo nice to be eaten. Besides, there are varieties of vegetable available in Cameron. In fact, the whole mountain are full with vegetable plantations.

One thing that's undeniable, people there are very good in doing business. Those pictures were taken in a strawberry farm. You can see those strawberry statues as you walk down the pathway in to the center of the farm. They not only sell physical things nowadays, they sell attractions too! *sweat*

Attracted to the weather and the beautiful scenary.

This was taken outside the entrance to the tea plantation. Free of charge, mwahahaha!!

"Here I come, my dear tea leaves!!"

Strawberry meals~~~ Everything in strawberries from milkshake, muffin, to waffle...and many more!

Ahha!! Only kids will be excited when they see these!! Crazzzyyyyyy!!

Once again, it proves that I'm right. Cameron sells attraction!! Nicely decorated souvenir shop.

Attraction 2. Found this in a medium size flower farm. They have lots of nicely decorated garden view in every single corner in the farm.

1st time ever chocolate appears in Cameron Highland. Avant Chocolate.

I was too attracted to the interior than the chocolate.

What do you think? Doesn't it makes you feel like you are walking down the London street?

Came across this cafe which sat right beside Avant Chocolate. Look at the menu....I know you wanna shout it out loud!!!!!

Everything just looked soooo tempting and delicioussss!! Sooo mouth watering!!

I felt soo sorry for not stuffing them into my stomach!! Aiks!! *bearing in mind that all of these good looking fellows will not make any good for your weight, friend!!*

Oopsss!!! Too many things to eat yet I don't deserve any of them just because I've gained weight!! holy shit!! Not only foods, holiday doesn't sound any better either cause it makes me sit at home, eat and sleep all the times!!!

I shall better arrange my yoga schedule tightly after this.

Good night world.

I love Friday

Ole..Ole..Ole..Ole~~~

The world most anticipated 2010 world cup game has finally kicked off on 11th June 2010, and this time the game was held at South Africa. Has everyone catch up the 1st match where RSA vs MEX? Am sure you guys did right?
Well, to be honest I know nothing about football all I know is just my eye looking at the small white ball(the size I see from tv) following its movement, chasing after it like the player;-)
Oh...and one more thing I'll do even though I have zero knowledge about football...I'll shout like anybody does when there is goal for the team :)

Went for dessert with baby at a hawker stall nearby my place. I happen to know the stall operator very well because one of his daughter was my former classmate. Chat a little with the stall operator and I asked him "uncle, why don't you put a TV here since its world cup season and you can also attract more customer" (well, the stall has crazy amount of crowd every night) and the uncle answered "noolaa...I don't need this kind of tactic to attract people,somemore I don't fancy about football, it sounds stupid where the whole world sitting infront of TV watching 22 players chasing after a ball"..........WTF!
Is it some kind of joke?! 1st time ever I heard people, a man more precisely not fancy on football!! Even a girl like me doesn't like football but somehow I'm quite looking forward to the game, especially the England team *teehee*
anyway different people has different opinion, we can't judge for that.

Went for a 2D1N Genting getaway with families last Thursday. It was fun though, not until I found out the real amount my granny lose for gambling. My heart was like being stabbed by a knife, non-stop bleeding :-(((
Its heaven for my granny, but hell for me and the sistas :p We have nothing to do there except non-stop camwhore at every single corner over there. Lazy to post picture here but I've uploaded to fb.

What's up next??
Cameron Highland Hurrayyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Friday, Friday, I love Friday :-)