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well ladies and gents, today is my last day for work.

it was a month ago when i've decided to quit my current job as a jewellery sales assistant because, first, i found out that i've started to get sick of this job. i know it sounds like a jerk for saying thing like that since i've only stayed in this job for like 1 year+ and what im regarding is a totally relax and freedom job. It is my 1st time to work, so baby introduce this job to me with his intention for me to learn something which im really interested of, and indeed i am. As time pass, unfortunately thing doesn't turn up within my expectation. Is not that i have a bad relationship with my boss or i don't get to learn what i wanted to....just that i don't find myself happy for being in this job.
secondly, i realized that i do not have sufficient time to prepare for my year 1 final examination will be coming soon in May, so i think quiting job may be good.

come back to the day, i actually expected it to be a well fine day.....not until i was being tracked by a stranger.

There was this man who came into the shop, act like a normal customer who made me think that he may have a deal with me and yet he didn't. He just pointed out some stuff and ask me some rubbish question, later browsing around the shop then off to other places. Not to mention that the way he dressed up was kinda weird, horrible physical appearance... oh my god its hard for me to explain him...YUKkksss!!!! Its mid-noon and started to feel hungry, so went out to buy some food for lunch. And when im on my way heading back to my shop, suddenly i heard someone speaking beside me, i turned to my side and so shock to see it was the man who just came into my shop! Omg, i was immediately stunned and didn't know how to react, he was asking me 'are u buying lunch?' Holy shit!!! a stranger talking to me, i really didn't know what to do, completely stunned there, my brain was empty, and im tearing. At the next moment, i began to run back to my shop, called baby and told him evrything. I kept looking outside of my shop, afraid that he might be following me back...thank god i didn't see him anywhere outside, probably he was hiding somewhere else. Dammit, so scared :(
Until this moment, im still so blur and nervous. its so unbelievable! What was he doing there? how did he know that im there? The only possibility i could think was that he tracked me!! what the hell he think he was doing?! Was that so fun to threaten a fragile young girl?
$#%&*@#!* im so angry!!!!!

Ican't wait until the end of the day to go home, its so freaking unbelievable.....it ruined my working mood.
baby, im looking forward for u to come.

discipline week

as a motivation, i told myself that i may be encouraged to do something that i like to do once i've finish off one assignment.
as a little reward for me, a short quick update!

as far as i've concerned, i've been disciplining myself very well in these whole week by not to blog, not to visit other people's blog, not to check mail, not to read books other than textbooks, and everything whatever would entertain me that counts.

to prove how discipline i was during the whole week---i've finally done with my BE aassignment! a VERY BIG hurray for me!!! uhha, thats the most difficult assignment which i would say, im not gonna talk about how was the progress for this assignment, but it was really hard work. i meant it! and now that im writing this post served as a little reward for me for being such a hard working and well behave girl all these while. does anyone will be proud of me? thats the question i will never know yet do tell me if you are feeling that way<3
but i guess baby will be very proud of me, don't you think so baby?

speaking of my man, it has been a way too busy all these day for us to get together to have some private leisure time and i realised that we have not had any on-bed conversation (i know u will but pls don't get me wrong, what i mean is pure bed's talk) for a while which has became our tradition since the day he was allowed to enter my room and im so badly miss those time when the two of us roll into the quilt together, chit chating, lecturing each other, you 'sang' me your life philosophy, you lend your ear to me to listen up my difficulty, i repay you for being your odience to listen to your success in business. its totally an enjoyable time with you baby. how wish i can have those time back although i know that its impossible to be granted instantly. but oh well, can i mark this as my coming motivation tool as i still have 3 more assignments waited to be completed.

another reward for me, as for your information, i've been catching up gossip girl lately and now im officially a huge fans of this drama already.there are still a little distance for me to catch up as im only in the middle of season 1 not to mention that i've disciplined myself 2 episodes in a day. oh how well behaved i am!!

im the opposite of the not so well behave girl---Serena Van Der Woodsen

xoxo

quick and short.....

a big HELLO guys ang girls....

finally im able to squeezeeeee some time out to do some update here. alright,let's not waste my so precious little time now, see what i've been up to lately..

1. busy..busy..busy...with assignmentssss...no joke, assignments really kill! im already half dead!
2. i've been nagging, complaining so much these day until baby oso cannot tahan alrdy. .what else can i do then!!so stressful, suddenly so many work have to be done and all are dueing at the same time!!!!
3. lack of sleep, so sooo damn tired! no spare time, no leisure time with baby cause both of us were being trapped by the world's most hatred work---Assignments!!
4. stayed over auntie Evelyn's house on Thursday night to have a totally quiet, noiseless place for my assignment. cannot concentrate at home so baby brought me to Valencia, too bad la,always went there for assignment,cannot even stay there longer to have some leisure time with baby Fiona, and auntie Evelyn. the next morning i left without leaving a note for them saying that i've left for school as uncle Desmond was sleeping, Fiona and auntie Evelyn had left the house earlier to nursery and offfice...oh god,how bad was i huh!!!
5. met with my dear sis---Joann for lunch in the past few day, with other 3 sweet classmates at 1-u. we have a small little sweet time there,chit-chatting, snapping,and a short window shopping>.<
6. had a phase test on last Thursday and well,im managed to score an ideal marks^^

ahhamm..guess thats all for now...those are the highlights for the week, most of the time im just busy dealling with assignments and courseworks.

oh,guess what???baby called me, asking me out for lunch with him at u-village...hehe...so i gotto go now,brb in 30mins!

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im back, have had a great lunch with baby+___+although it was just a 30mins short lunch(cannot be away for too long cause im working!!)it was only 1min walk from my working place, so i reached there 1st, ordered food for both of us and wait for his arrival. while waiting for him, my heart was like beating in a very speedy way, as this was the 1st time i had lunch outside instead of tapao back to my shop since my 1st day of working...walau, so damn afraid my boss will call me and ask me to go back, pls..pls...don't call me...don't call me...aiks! i chosed a seat where it face outside of the restaurant so that i can see him when he arrive....finally,i spotted a little 'black' man(baby doesn't look black but fair and white,what i mean is the outfit) carrying a 'black' lappy bag, wearing a 'black' company's uniform and a pair of denim jeans. finally my prince was here.hrmmpp, baby was late for about 6 mins lor:-(
never scold him anyway cause when he arrive, i felt much better,atleast i never pay much attention on the phone but enjoying our food together...so i secretly forgive him in my heart,teehee!

after lunch, we have to be apart again.............for today!
i gotto go back to the shop, and baby has an appointment with his client.

ok, thats all for my quick, short and simple update!! will c u again........when im free to update.

xoxo

just woke up from 2hrs nap...look out to the window...gosh! it was so good weather outside! the sky was light grey in colour, little dripping, cold wind, and the air was perfectly fresh.

quickly,close my eyes,feel the wind touches on my face, grab some fresh air,inhale"hhuuuuu"...exhale"hhaaaaa"...im in HEAVEN^___^

alright, gotto go back to my books. There are a test and Accounting paper waiting for me tomorrow...so sooooo stressful...damn!

having fun..

ahha...ladies and gentlemans, i've changed a new header for Elaine's Atelier!!

how does it look?nice?ugly?or...too pinkish?? well i would be very pleased if u guys forgive me for the colour theme, as i just love pink so soooooo much!

i know it looks rather simple, but thats what i want it to be when im working on it. it isn't very time consuming, just some simple edit and colour adjustment, very easy task huh??

actually i wasn't in a good mood today cause a terrible dream woke me up this morning...the 1st and only time im awake together with a terrible dream whenever he sleep by my side. it really ruin my day, and so i decided to change my header, make it into my fav colour,pink,pink,pink!!guess it would cheer up my day...yess...it did, yet,baby was the one who really did a great job...

you say u will never leave me,u really mean it.i hear it, understand it, and remember it forever.

so, what do u think for the simple header?

love it?hate it? or accept it?

....i leave it to u guys.

came across a blog in the past month, and i found something which was quite interesting...let the pictures do the talking...

we are both the super star to each other

together, we are the perfect star couple

fun? haha!

lazy elaine..

im in HUGE TROUBLE!!!

devil elaine:
20 days to my BUSINESS ENVIRONMENT assignment's due date....and...im still reluctantly to begin with my assignment!!!!

angel elaine:
wahh....so lazy arghhh!!!

devil elaine:
MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING's assignment is going to due in 25 days from today...and.... im still starring at the question without having any action????

angel elaine:
1,2,3...certified! u r hopeless dy!

devil elaine:
BUSINESS ANALYSIS assignment's is dueing in more than 1 month's time,but im still out of idea about the assignment's title!

angel elaine:
u r in deep shit!!!!

someone pls give me some little help...perhap some motivation to push, and motivate me...
really need a warning to wake me up from my laziness!!!!

unqualified classmate

discovered a strange, unpredict, extinct man kind today.
never ever come across people like that in my life,so unrespect, so antisocial,so inconsidered,so over confident!!
but then, guess what.. i found this little man kind around me today, in my class!dammit,im so reluctant to admit that HE---IS---MY---CLASSMATE!!!!!

he should be thankful that i still treat him as my classmate after what he had done all these while to my other classmate and shoudn't deserve to be one of our family anymore. really speechless for his attitudes.anyway, it ends the comment here,this man kind doesn't worth anymore word from me.

come across this picture which attached with an email,it reminds me something very sweet in our love journey..

Be Mine

and...

i belongs to you since 0226

till...

forever

simple celebration,great happiness

it has been raining all these day,hinting the arrival of rain season.
i really love the moment during this season
guess why??
do u wanna know why??

imagining:
baby kit say: yes!! (nodding head)
elaine say: really??r u sure??
baby kit say: yes.very sure!
elaine say: 100% sure??
baby kit say:... (started to feel annoy edi)
elaine say: ok la,ok la....answer is i like cold lor!!!!

hahahaha....:( i know its not funny at all...haiz...really need to work harder for it!

honestly, since when that i really deeply fall in love with rainny day, even winter day(i have never been to those 4 season country..wuwuwu) being a girl like me who lives in a country with high temperature over 365 days, doesn't it sound bit ridiculous? well,i don't think so.
it's just can't be explained why i love it so much,but if u so desperate to know my reason...dear readers, here is a mission for u---to find out me more.go guess yourself,.have fun while guessing,teehee*___*

recall back my previous post that i was counting down the day to our special day.
0226, was a very meaningful day to me and my baby. suppose i have to write a post about all the detail between me and baby when the 1st time we met which i've wanted to do but haven't get the chance to do so.never mind, i owe it to all reader, and will pay it back to u all asap.

let's begin with the day..
i was so excited and happy looking forward for the day to come...it was 2 day b4 the big day, i started to be very unhappy and emo,because i realized that my throat wasn't so comfortable! arghh, why like that one??i've planned so perfect for the big day and now my throat was having problem with me!baby and i had continuously advise each other in advance to drink more water
as we planned to go for balinese seafood.at 1st i thought it wasn't so big deal as i only feel a bit uncomfortable and guess it will cure if i drink more water...

and when i woke up the next morning(one day b4 big day),the nightmare began. it was so painful when i tried to pull out my voice, so sore and dry...no joke, the pain really killed! i felt so tired and unwilling to leave the bed and ready for school.luckily it was only half day of school, class ended at 12.30pm,and dad pick me up headed back to home. i quickly grab some sleep and was hoping that it might get better when i wake up. i started to feel the coldness from my legs and fingers, and shuddering.OH NO... the sign alarmed me that i might have fever or something. god...why so bad luck one!!!!dammit...wasn't it so hard to let me have a good and healthy body to celebrate our big day??healthy and normal, that's what i've asked for, ain't hard right?! i was nearly break down for this circumstances before i make a call to baby. i told myself no point crying cause im already in a very tired situation,crying will make thing more worse.in the end, i called baby, told him that i was sick and wanna seek for medical consultation and we were forced to cancel our plan.

3rd year anniversary 'gift' from Doctor

that night baby showed up at my house, he sleep with me and was taking care of me the whole night. his loving and caring overwhelmed me.thank you so much baby^.~

i woke up the next day(the officially big day), as usual, prepare for school together with baby. eventually, i felt much more better when i woke up in the morning, throat wasn't as dry as the 1st day, fever slightly went down and it more or less made up my day. i didn't feel any tiredness maybe because baby was with me the whole night and i got to see him once im awake.
we hardly touch about the big day plan when we were on our way to school.
to be frank, i was afraid that baby might not want to date anymore, and really so malu to brought up the big day plan topic.come on,its our anniversary day,nothing to be shy, both of us should have fun in this special day to celebrate love. i kept on asking myself, did i really want to give up asking him??NO...NO...since i felt much better than the day before, i told myself that i shouldn't let go the chance.and so,we chat,chat,and chat..hoping i can put up the topic naturally into our conversation..haha!!
end out,we went to 1u to have our dinner at Canton-i,delicious food, good dining environment,and average service. then,we catched Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li, an action based movie,not bad,i would say its more to comic lover's favourite.
after that, we went to do some shopping for car product. we headed back to my house around 10pm,its late night only songs from the stereo and our chit chat sound reverberated in the car. i realize it was the perfect timing for me to say something...very sweet and lovey dovey.
i texted him that night when he left my house to his friend's place, told him how i felt for the day and my wishes for our 3rd year.

no matter how tough life is gonna be, together,we can both hold our hand,walk through every single obstacle,headed to a better life,tomorrow and future. let's cherish our love.

I LOVE U

thats my 3rd year anniversary day.
simple celebration and great happiness.