choices, alternatives

before i begin, something i have to declare in the 1st place,

1.no offense

2.not trying to be a follower

3.need not to bear too much as it's all my own thoughts and feelings.

4.don't mind take it as an advise if you find that im right.

i have lots of word, idea lingerred in my mind and i couldn't find the best way to part each of them together into a right sentence. today has been a sweet yet bitter day for me as something good and bad happened together which nearly cause my heart stop beating on and off.
remember i've once said that it really irritates me when it comes to the situation of making choices.every single minute in life you never stop making decision like what to dress up today to school, what to eat during lunch with friend,how much should i spent today,what is my budget for shopping spree,what kind of job should i consider in the future,blablabla...is like doing some sort of MCQs during exam you know..

i always brought up this issue with baby whenever we both meet together(its our popular topic) or whenever each of us feel up set with our life.having said that, baby is my life lecturer or even precise, life consultant who really..umm,change me, persue me, brain wash me,from an innocent girl into more maturity stage which i would say, with all his life philosophy.

as far as i've concerned, there are people who treats life in a very different way with different attitude.

#POSITIVE,HAPPY GO LUCKY
this indicate those people who live rather a simple life,easy to be pleased and people who has no strong demand and expectation in their life. they rarely make choices because sometimes decision that have been made may screw thing up. not roller cooster lifestyle,but normal and ordinary life is what they are up to.
they are the white flag holder, promote peace and prevent war.
it sounds good to remain silent in most of the time, but we do need to grab the opportunity to strive for what we are deserve.

#NEGATIVE, WORRY ONE-SELF FOR NOTHING
these people are probably talented brain- stormer as they always have lots of thought in their mind which may lead them to a very negative extent.there are also people who finds very difficult to be satisfied but actually they have owned what other people desired.
people from this category are the red flag holder, who always promote fight, competition,wanted to prove themselves at the very top position.
well,its really unhealthy in this case, unfortunately if you find yourself people from this category, try to make thing out, reconcile this situation, perhap you'll find a better tomorrow.
yet, another decision to be made!!

#CHANCE-LESS, END OF THE JOURNEY
it may sound shame for people who has chance to make decision but do not make use of it compare to people whose life has come to an end,struggling to live,defeating sickness, no choice but to sacrifice. a piece of paper to certified the end of life, they don't even have time to say the last word, do whatever thing they wanted to,only struggling to death.
a sudden damn bloody illness cause a patient to be admitted to the hospital, given chance and hope.struggling for the stupid unreality chance or whatever hope, in the end, there isn't anything worth to be struggle.
(i guess this could explain my bitter of the day)

upon all these, i've finally realize that how stupid and shallow i was used to be.
bear in mind that, there is always an alternative, too insist may make life more difficult.
as for me, i've recently came to a situation which bother me for quite some time...well, i took the alternative instead of making choice...wanna know my secret of alternative???

TO LET GO

not in the mood...

not really in a mood to blog today. However, i just felt that my blog look kinda empty and attractive!!!why do i say so?well, well,well...whenever i login to my blog(i do login everyday even though i dont blog very often)i was like people who addicted to drug...no,how am i gonna explain it precisely,ermm...an evitable habit?has it evolve into that stage already??i don't know.im still consider myself a "freshman" in the blogging world,eventually, there were million billion of people out there who can blog better than me...agree with me not dear reader?

assignments,courseworks, papers..."the mountains" have been there for months waiting for me to conquer it!!no matter its rainny or shiny day,5 days in a week for school,morning till noon,non-stop lectures and classes....seriously no extra time to grab a BREATH!!! is this the life a 19 year old girl should have?or should i deserve a better life?perhap slightly different??anyway,im not trying to complaint my life,maybe a little changes or add on may be good,at the very least.

i've missed the day---Valentine's day.

what a bad saturday!!!!it sounds great for the others as it wasn't a normal working day,but not me. poor elaine has to work on weekend.sad thing wasn't it?me and baby weren't celebrating the day,indeed, i never came up with any plan for it.i have a statement for me to excuse myself from the valentine's day. i told baby that lets forget about the day this year, its not so big deal to let go the day for the couple who stayed together everyday,so sweet,so lovely,so unbreakable...teehee^^

everyday is a valentine's day for us!!!

yet theres the big day for every couple i've insisted to count in---the Anniversary Day!

Coming soon 0226

counting down to that day..hehe

alright, pictures time...

manicure

it was the day before valentine's day, i went to Isabelle's hse for manicure.good work, good service and free of charge!!!muahahaha...it took nearly 5 hours to finish 10 fingers! though it's really time consuming, but if there's anyone who you can talk to, you wouldn't realize that time was actually passing through very fast.after the 5 hours hardwork, it turned up to be...tada!!!

hardwork

*+blink..blink+* wasn't it pretty??thank so much belle belle sweetie...truly appreciate the hardwork....a big hug and kiss for u my dear...muackxx!

self posing at damansara Mcd,waiting for baby as he went to client's hse.

those were my latest shopping stuffs...clockwise from left, 1.ETUDE HOUSE lipgloss, it's a souvenir from Phebe where she went to Korea with her family before she left to Aussie. it was a skin colour shimmer gloss with peach flavour..hearted stuff,thanks Phebe. 2. BODY SHOP olive body butter, bought it from genting. 3. hair iron curler, thank god,finally i've got this hair equipment since when i've started to demand for this thingy which cost me RM130 woohoo...a bit pricy,but its really worth it as im going to fully utilize it! 4.ISSEY MIYAKE perfume, nice sensation.

Breaking Dwan-finally i've finished reading the 4th book of all the Stephanie Meyer's vampire series(sorry for the bad quality pic)

as i've promised in the older post that im gonna post up baby's new car --- grey Suzuki Swift. baby and i have assigned the car with a very special name...Little S

i guess i still owe u guys the CNY post right??unfortunately, the picture still not with me yet,perhap i should get it from my aunt instead of waiting for her to hand over to me.

its time to begin my battle with assignments and courseworks...will be back soon.

ciao

i can't bear...

a MISTAKE

i can't bear to have argument with u...

its always a NO for me

NO fighting

NO argue

NO cold war

NO silence

NO neglect

NO pain

NO hurt

no more all the NO's,but I LOVE YOU!!

my day

hello...

i know it's been a long long time that i didn't update my blog since the CNY holiday, which had ended a week ago. for sure i will have bundle of stuff to talk,and write about my holiday and the CNY, yet not today because still lots of my picture which i've taken during CNY isn't with me now...but promised the post will be up very soon!

yesterday was a public holiday for Thaipusam celebration,thanks to the indian,hindu who had earned the public an extra non-working day...3 days holiday turut-turut man,hahahaha ladies and gentleman, what hv u guys been doing through out these day? im sure u people hv plenty of plans for the day...at least i am! i have a good day ever!

well,lets start up my day with a good and healthy activity---SWIMMING!!

yea, it was a super duper good, excellent, amazing experience that to swim in the early morning at 7a.m.people might think that im crazy why so force myself to get up from the comfortable bed and jump into the bloody cold water.trust me pls people, it wasn't as bad as u thought, it's an amazing feeling. imagine u swim in a pool alone without anyone u don't recognize,or u dont know but only u and your loved one.very joyful and precious moment just the 2 of us^_^

to all the couple,did consider this when u guys have no idea what to do for the day...i know a morning swimming probably sounds difficult for someone who was afraid of cold, a night swimming under the night fall,appreciating the stars in the sky, swim in a pool which surrounded by the garden, lights in the night along the pool and the garden turned the whole place into a romantic ambience.great option though!

later on, we have a very simple and nice breakfast at the mamak stall(oh god....im so damn craving for roti canai although i end up ordered a tosai lawa for my breakfast) near by my house,which was only 3 mins drive from my place.

after we had settled our breakfast, we made our way to mid valley. we watched CHANGELING at 12.10p.m.

this movie was based on a true story which happend during somewhere in 1925-1935, California.It was about a woman who found her kid dissappeared after she got back from work and the story began with the woman searching for her kid with the help of the police,paster and the public, and then she finally discovered the secret deep image of the chief police in the state...
i would say it worth a pay for the ticket.

it took almost 2 hrs to finish the movie and then we went for our lunch at Nandos, and dammit it was so so crowded inside and im starving! luckily a waitress was in time to bring us to seat before my starve ruin my patient...we made our order and to my luck, the foods were served in just a few mins of time! it was certainly out of my expectation.thumbs up for the effectiveness and services!

actually it was my plan to go shopping because i wanna grab some stuff for my cooking at night---pasta. we both then made our way to the supermarket without any further delay as we were running out of time. because it was already 3.30p.m, baby have to go get some car pollish stuff after the supermarket shopping and i have to be home before 6pm so that i have sufficient time to prepare for the dinner. it was so crowded inside the market due to the member's day...what a bad day have i chose to cook!

the ingredients for my pasta.

besides, baby oso did some shopping for daily used stuff for his house. after the market, we went up to the department store for the car stuff. it was the most boring section among the level of that department. i guessed we had been standing there for about 3o mins just to choose a car wax, car pollish, and car shampoo thingy.....lots of different brand there on the shelves which obviously need time to go through 1 by 1 and it was not cheap u know...now only i knew that all these bottle bottle which physically didn't seem useful but actually it was very important to the car where it would affect the image of it can cost up to 1oo or even few hundreds ringgit for each!!! what a pricy thingy!!! as a lady i couldn't gave much help and opinion beside standing there starring at the bottles as if im trying to communicate with them but it just didn't seem working well. in the end,i still couldn't understand any single function they could provide!

once again, it proofs the phrase saying that "car is the 2nd wife for man"

see!!! how concentrate he was when choosing all the car care stuff, comparing the material la, the price la, the function la and so on...

and this was what made me wanna faint immediately....different brands, different add on function, price difference...omg....why so hard one?!!sometime really hate when it comes to the situation of making choices!!

aduhhh...see this little guy treat his 'wife' so good...i was wonderring will he did the samething when he was to choose something for me!

the night fall, time for me to cook. im sorry that i have to skip the cooking part because i don't feel to talk about that one. ermm, i would say there are still more hardwork and improvement needed to succeed. Therefore, there's only a word to end the dinner part---GAMBATEH neh!

guess thats all for now,its time to go to bed again! see ya!

holiday and the pain...

Holiday usuallly sounds great for student as they can do whatever thing they want, play around, travelling, hang out, and what so ever. those ppl whose life are so happening, HOLIDAY would be the precious gift from the god.undoubt that im still a student,yet HOLIDAY doesn't sounds great for me all the time. isn't that im ant-isocial, unactive or boring... just simply don't feel so excited with the longgg holiday, yes, CNY's holiday that i've just started today which will be last for 2 weeks. im always frustrate when it comes to this situation where i need to plan for the holiday, what can i do?what should i do?what must i do??non stop question mark in my mind.

sometimes if i really can't come out with any plan, i'll probably spend all day sleeping, day dreaming!i always try my very best to avoid this, but it failed all the time.

and now, i really don't know what to do beside blogging, so this blog may be a meaningless one.

oh gosh...come on...give me some idea for what to do???

i think i'll need a hammer to knock my head so that my brain is more concious than usual, and all ideas would come to me..nghehehe(self entertaining)

oh yea, wanna say something about my man. my pity boyfriend was sufferring a pain that caused by wisdom teeth. oh dear baby,he was non stop complaining about the pain, felt so sorry for him that he couldn't really eat well cause he couldn't chew or bite with his teeth..all he can eat was soft and watery food instead of strong and hard food.

thats not the worse thing, baby is going to sit for his phase test which started today...i wonder he could handle it well..so much worry for him...anyway, he will seek for dentist tomorrow right after his test,hope everything will be fine.baby, you must recover soon otherwise you gonna miss lots of good food on CNY. i'll pray very hard for you here^___^

and pray very hard for me too!!!omg...gonna go back to my lame holi-day...

promised picture post

dear readers...photos as promised...

before that, let me just slightly write something out here,cause is a bit too odd for me to just only post photo as i might not have lots of nice photo to post, seriously im really afraid that people might not be interested with my photo...what if they think my photos are lame? bad quality? bad resolution? very ugly??am i think too much?! perhap i am. but anyway, im going to do this as well cause photo is one of most important blogging material! a picture carry thousand words.

alright, pictures time

05Jan09-1st day of Sem2, at New York New York Deli, some kind of celebration or what...celebrate for the beginning of sem2?!heehe...ermm,the foods there were OK OK only, i ordered a Hawaiian Teriyaki Chicken Chop..it tasted quite well, the dressing for the salad was good...as for me, i enjoyed the dining atmosphere more than the food!however, there are still some improvement needed to convinct the diner.

my all time favourite facial kit---NEUTROGENA DEEP HYDRATING MASK it is cooling and really hydrating...whenever i put on it, it gives me the feel of reborn! HIGHLY recommended!!

08Jan09-The Curve...oh FINALLY i meet up with this little sweetheart!!!! Joann~~~really miss you soooooooo much!god knows how long we've been apart...due to all lame assignment and my laziness just made things gone worser...i can't meet up with her untill i get all my things settle down...so that night, i made it!!!can't stop to praise myself, what a great job, Elaine!!lol....btw, it was just a short meeting, cause baby keep calling me for help with his BME assignment so im force to end it earlier...too bad for both of us cause we were like sat down and chat for 2hrs, which were very, extremely not enough for us since we both have so many thing to chat ,to talk about. however, we promise each other to meet again during my CNY holiday, which is on this coming week...so we will probably see each other very soon.oh yea, it was mum's b'day as well, so i bought her a Christian Dior lip gloss...i choose the colour which i think it suits mummy very well...tada, here it comes the glosssss...ROUGE DIOR 215

09Jan09-ahhamm...then it started my bad days and weeks...ELAINE was so ill and weak! somehow i just wanted to ignore that im a girl,lady, woman....why only girls who need to suffer once from the pain every month? is it the god forget something for the boys or he just simply hate girl so much...arrggrr,whatever, it just make thing gone worse! really not in a good condition for the whole week...refer from my previos post.

12Jan09-super excited!!!haha,i got my 1st 2009 CNY ang pau from Auntie Emily as she can't join us during CNY that's why i received it earlier...the other one, a very creative ang pau from my sweetie Nanzi, as you can see the chinese word 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' when u turn the ang pau up side down..isn't it fun?

14Jan09-Valencia...extremely happy and excited cause baby got his new car!!!!hahahha,new car wei....can drive it anywhere during CNY...lol....oh, forget to tell that it's a little grey Suzuki Swift...omg,i heart it so much!!!but see how stupid i am, i forgot to snap a picture for the car....so no picture for now,but will repost it when i have it.

15Jan09-it has been cold and windy for the whole week...the weather was a bit weird as it should be hot and sunny during every beginning of the year, or CNY instead of cold and windy! for me, i think im even weird too! because all the while im the only person who feels cold and shiverring all the time...perhap im still sick, so then it makes sense...but, a girl who already can't tahan the coolness and feels no appetise all the time still can eat CORNETTO drumstick 1 meh??see...she even enjoyed it so much with her ss sweeties!!! doesn't sound any normal right?! what a weird Elaine!!!!!!!haha...

alright, i think thats all for now....gotta go back to work...

oppsss, boss caught me blogging during work!!

ciao

elaine

Gathering

Just came back from a Bak Kut Teh dinner gathering with my Aussie Babies, Elise, Phebe, huey wei and Liwei. it was really a great night, we talked, chit chat around, from the dinner table until the room! it's been such a long long time that i haven't been to Elise and Huey wei's house where i used to visit very frequent when i was young...today, since we r haivng dinner at the BKT stall which is right behind their hse, so we just bump into their room after it.

1st, when i got into her room...ermm, it didn't surprise me cause im a bit used to it...even though its still the same=MESS! anyway, they are moving soon to new hse, so lots of stuff littering all over the room...im fine with it,as long as all of us manage to find a place to sit down, let our ass get rest...then, we started our topic tonight---GIRL'S TALK! and i revealed my ever BIG secret to them! something really BIG..... the room inside is damn cooling!

yea, thats the night which has made up a day..sorry, no photo for tonight's gathering cause we are all not prepare for any photo shooting, more precise to say that we are not in proper attire....shorts + T-shirts, very home looking, very cin cai..

wait...wait...not the end yet...want some complimentary good??
here you are...

oppssyyy...im afraid im gonna dissapoint you, my readers....there are some technical problem with the photo upload system...well, i'll present all the complimentary goods in the next post...pure photo post,ok??

gud nite
elaine