random update

very short and quick update before i went off to bed!!

caught into a small argument with baby :(
(he think that i simply angry for nothing, and refuse to talk to me)

Sitting for my 2nd last paper, which is Law paper. I wouldn't say I've done well, rather bad instead. Anyway, i don't care about the grade but aiming for a pass is what i'm up to ;-) although i know i'm not suppose to think this way.

Btw, came across some nice realistic joke. Class was informed by the class representative that course coordinator had sent out the Reassessment schedule notification!!!WTF!!!
THIS IS REAL BIG BIG BIG JOKE!! Are you kidding us Ms. Lee(course coordinator)!!!
We are still in the mid of exam and she already can't wait to send us a big "boom" looks like she has anticipated the possibility failing rate of the class and send us an earlier notification for better preparation =.=
Oh well, having been through a reassessment in year 1...this time i'm NOT gonna go back for it again!! NEVER!!

*PRAY HARD TONIGHT IN SLEEP!!*
good night world

5 down 1 to go

B.A.D

well,well,well...it's bad...really bad...damn bad!!

It was a bad day for me, baby and Little 'S'.

For me and baby, simple story. Both of us done badly for our papers, nothing else to blame but ourselves. We have officially done 50% of the exam, 3 more for me and 1 last paper for the bf. Whatever happens in the past stays in the past.......keep telling myself no point bringing up the same story all over again,just stay focus, and work harder for the following one.

Here comes the REAL BIG business! Little 'S'...CRASHED!!! Gosh...U guys can't imagine how shock I really am the moment when I received baby's call while I'm on a tuition class with my little student. I shall say it was the most 'magnificent' and terrific night I've ever had in the year.

Quickly, I end the tuition class with a promise to replace back the remaining time for my student and off to the car, crazily making whatever call to whoever i think can give any help. Quickly flipping through the phonelist and realised that daddy was the one who i can ask for help. Alright, clicked on the 'call' button, reaching to daddy at the other side, told him that baby met with an accident need his help to the police station to lodge report. Everything seems fine at this stage.

Till then...

Daddy answered me back that he was having dinner with friends and he needs to go for an urgent meeting at grandpa's house,SHIT!! What's next? How am I suppost to react?! No1 can help!! It went worse when the bf called me using a strage number telling me his phone ran out of battery and hung up! SHIT SHIT!! then how am I suppost to contact him?! Both man left me no choice,made me worry sick!! After few minutes worrying in the car like an idiots, I decided to go home as I realised that my phone will soon be out of battery too ,afraid to miss any call from him.

Heart trembling all the way back from my student's house, on the way received bf's call saying that he was on his way back to my place with the crashed car...and soon...I saw the badly hurt little car

Feels like crying out loud...sob..sob...I can't think of a mad car lover doing this to the car!!!

My heart-ache, meat-ache, head-ache...strong angriness fills my whole body emotionally, feels like scolding him for not taking good care of himself and the car, simply risking his life without considering people who loved and beloved. Nearly gone crazy after knowing the reason for causing this accident. Please baby, don't ever do this again you are not superman afterall :(

So, please drive safely for whom you may concern.

Till then

the war begin..

Finally it comes to the day where I have to get myself prepare for the 2nd WAR in my UNI life.
It sarted with marketing paper...more words, words, and words. Non-stop writing, writing and writing.
2 hours are definitely not enough for 3 long essay questions!! I begin to doubt my ability for the coming 5 papers, which Tax paper will be coming up next on next Friday,opps!

GO!GO!GO! Gotto gear up for the following subjects!

wish me luck guys ;-)

1 down,5 to go!!

till then

sneak peak

Finally I've finished my part for the assignments...even though its just part of it, there are still lot more to go, so HOLD ON TIGHT, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!

It has been a really busy week, no time for fb, no time for blog, no time for live chat, no time for yamcha...completely LIFELESS!
Having to think at the bright side, I'm gonna say good bye to my year 2 and welcome the ever great and fabulous summer holiday in 2 months time. The worse one would be that I have to stay alert, cut down sleeping time, try my best to love my textbooks (which i really really not willing to do that), practice, practice, and practice!! Arghhhhh...wonder how well could I handle these? Dear even said that he wants to stay at home all day long even weekends! No movie date and outgoing activities, not until the exam is over!!hohhhh, its already so lifeless, the bf still wanna mess it up, aiks! But then, he did treat me nicely tonight, had a great dinner and walk in KL. We too catch up with a major local performance as regard to the Formula 1 festive in M'sia just right outside the BB entrance of Pavilion. Ahha, there is also lion dance performance! Dear and I happen to be so obsessed to lion dance. I have no idea about this obsession, but whenever both of us catch up with lion dance anywhere, our brain will send the signal and automatically shut our legs down, stay and watch until it ends...always without fail!!

Too bad that i forgotten to bring my camera along with me, so no picture for tonight's event, what a waste :(

philosophy of time

"Stop and Relax"
Thats how I keep reminding myself lately. As a 2nd year Uni student there is a huge responsibility I have to bear and its hardly that I can have leisure time to enjoy the other side of my life. Before this situation can make any worse, it may be wise to have some activities that can physically and mentally calm you down, just like what I do:

join yoga class (night time yoga rocks!)

swim under the moon(night swim, release body tension)

day time dating(go wherever you want, walk as much as you can, play as mad as possible, put those tasks behind *bloody assignments please go off for a moment in my life* and funs ahead *of course must have strong self- control as well*)

pleasure talk with whoever is your Life Guru(this really works all the time yet a good listener and a good sharing person is a must)

Irresistable day trip(go for a short day trip during weekends, a natural getaway sounds alright)

If someone would have asked me what I wish to have in my following life.
'I wish I could expand the time, instead of 24hrs a day I wish to have 48hrs, 72hrs, 96hrs...'
The time is getting short and shorter as year goes by and it is a terrific fact for me!

step back, take a deep breathe... and you are well prepare yourself for a great challenges future!

That's my recent philosophy!

Till then^^

long overdued post

Can't really describe how terrible the weather is these days, as if it could melt an ice in a second when it's placed under the sun!

Some people would have like the big sunny day as it represent the passion of life, but its not my cup of tea! Big sunny day is like a serial killer to my skin and head because of me having very sensitive skin and it makes me feel very dizzy when I stay outside. Couldn't imagine when it comes the day where the world have to suffer under high degree weather, will it be like people in Hot Summer Day?Have you guys watch the movie?If yes, do imagine when you stand under 48c and sweating all the way...hmm, I wouldn't want this day to come! So, start to save energy, love the environment...do it at least for your own good.

Oh Mr.Sunny, please spare us some good weather ;)

It's not my intention to skip blogging for so long I really have many many things to do and all of them are still in pending. Can I blame on Mr.Sunny?? Its him that makes me being so 'useless', lack of energy to push myself for those pending work dammit!!

Feeling better after so much of complaint, let's begin some updates with pictures.

CNY!! sorry cause Im really lazy to update about my CNY activities, its gonna be a long long post if i write it. So, here are pictures to temp all of you =)

Steamboat restaurant. I ranked 9/10!

Accidentally shot! This was when Im waiting for dear in the car, trying on the new cam!

Auntie Emily & Uncle Daren. This was their 1st long CNY break in M'sia! Glad to have them with us ^^

hahh! Big boy bully small boy =)

A "MUST DO" during CNY!! Gambling!!

See his red face? After a full pint of Heineken. Its our 4th year Anniversary, at Fitou DPC. Too bad there isn't any photo for both of us because..the cam was running out of battery!!WTF! anyway it's a pleasure night, thanks dear for everything on that night :)

More pictures on CNY I've uploaded to fb, so guys can check it out there!

Guess that's all for now, a very quick update!

hot!!hot!!

cherish...

Hi people! Hi 2010! Hi...I know it's a bit too late to wish new year here yet there's still one week till the end of January...so I'm still in time to greet everyone, HAPPY 2010 YEAR!!

It's been long time since my last post on October. I have no time to spare except drowning in those never seem to stop coming assignments...having to think back on those days still make me feel like I'm being heavily tortured everyday (heavy workload, 2000, 10000words limit..5?6?7?9?assignments...)and now, I'm gonna start going on this daily torture program again, not until the end of the semester...omg!!

So what does everyone has for your new year resolution?good and prosperity year?healthier life?great and intimate relationship?aiming for better results? I'm sure these are the very common resolution everyone would have wished. Now, what's my new year resolution gonna be in 2010?honestly I have no idea...at all. I do not have a great new year eve after all where a small little tragedy happened on that night. Since that, I already pictured that this year is gonna be a really bad and smoothless year for me. So instead of having to list down the resolution to help me keep going on a step by step life, I choose to have a flexible, free-your-mind life...do whatever I can do, see whatever I can see, think whatever I can think of!

Eventually, I still have a great great wish which is...may the world live in peace. Leave the tragedic 2009 behind, everyone in the world live a 'happily ever after' life. NO wars, NO natural disasters, NO 'killer' diseases, NO politics, say NO to anything that would bring serious damage to people and the world. We should be grateful everyday when,

we are able to wake up in the morning to welcome the beautiful sunshine...

we can still see, touch, care, love the people around us...

we have owned so much than the others who have nothing...

we can see the beautiful world compare to people who have no hope...

we are able to chase our dream no matter we know what is it going to be...

upon all these, we should cherish the life, love, and the moment we had from now.

Do it before you suffer in regrets...Nothing's gonna let you down when you are ready to stand up strongly!

May I present you the latest blog hoster...

That's me, in 2010! Till then!!

Good luck people!