I Suck!

It's very stress!
What I thought things that may be good for me will end up crapped so badly!
Why can't I always acheive my desire when I've paid all those hardwork in to it and it all end up nothing!
When is the day for me to be a successor?
Where is my future? It seems to be so unclear, miserable and non-achievable to me.

I'm not good in negotiate.
I sometime can't do things consistently.
I cannot pay very much attention.
I can easily be interrupted.
I can always mix things up and get screw by others.
I'm not a good decision maker.
I have a bad habit to rely on others. Especially on my baby.
I like to think and always worry so much for a certain thing.
I cannot always be confident with my whatever situation.
I cannot cope and bear any difficulty.

Upon all these, I begin to realise how narrow am I in my life. I can't do things successfully, even can't make any good decision for my future sake!
Whatelse im capable of then?

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Good news announcement

1st News
I've made up my mind.
Instead of searching day and night for a short term part time job, i ask myself why not i work as a volunteer, offering myself for the job. In other word, thats what we always call, a Freelance.
Not to mention the limit of day and time that i've left no more, i couldn't help but to 'sell' myself off to those employer who seeking for employee and part timer. In fact, i can't consider myself as a freelance as i have been so half-hearted all through these job seeking day. In the end, I'll just grab whatever job that I've came across lately.

1. Data entry girl
2. Assistant for Betelgeuse in an event at Starhill

Last Friday i got a call from baby, telling me there was these data entry job offering by one of his client. His client called him asking for help to search for any volunteer and he answer yes. He immediately confirmed with the client because he quickly think of someone who is really free and able to fit in this job, someone who can handle it very well. No doubt, the one whom he come across his mind is..me!!
Finally, i wanna say it out loud...I got a job!! (super duper hyper now)
Its really really simple job ever in the world! All that I need to do just to enter all the cash bill account using Microsoft Excel, and sum up all the amount...thats it!!! Envy me not?hahaha...damn relax :P
Apart from that, the pay is quite alluring too. The client asking how much do we want instead of giving us a fix amount. So, i discuss again and again with baby since its not a small matter and we made up our final decision to RM100 per day $___$eye blinking already. Doesn't the pay sound alluring? lol...RM100, not much right? I'm sure the client can afford it since doctor have very huge earning ability and in fact they are!
Simple job, considerable pay, hah!

Speaking of the assistant job. To my surprise, i received a call from Crystal, my ex-boss. She needs my help in an event this coming Friday, at Starhill Gallery. I wasn't sure what kind of event was that but since i've decided to offer myself no matter what, i took it.
Ahhaaa, another simple and relaxable job. Have to be well-dress, formal..in a nutshell, i have to be a pretty pretty girl on that day probably got the chance to meet those very very famous people,hah. Lol...i bet you guys will have to call me the lucky queen :) How come i can always met with all these goodies...i even smile in dream!
Have you ever got this kind of job like me? Well, i got it.

2nd News
Baby finally confirmed the exact date for our summer trip which will be in the mid of July.
Hurray~~food, sandy beach, strippy dress, sunnies so on so on, i'm coming!
Oh well, gonna meet up with Joann soon in Penang. Have been missing her so so badly since our last met during a small gathering in March. So looking forward to see her...not that the boyfriend keep pouring me cold water, aiks.
Remember the same day in last year, it was me and baby's 1st trip, alone to Singapore. It was loads of fun and sweet memory, even though all i remembered was just the animals that we've took picture of and with. However, still valuable memory indeed. Somehow i wish that i can pay another visit to Singapore, not that the food still without any improvement.

Have a nice day everyone.
♥

Flu~~

Hello world....ahhamm, don't be excited yet cause im not here to do any update! I know i haven't been here for like...1 week? 168hours? 420seconds?....WTF.

Dear reader, please forgive my disappearance. Seriously i really don't feel blogging in the past whole week :( and why,

1. It was a normal and regular life, for me.

2. Nothing fancy or any big deal worth sharing here.

3. i was caught with a serious flu and headache and im still having it, till now....oh shit!!

Please don't try to convince me to visit the doctor or take any blood test, i tell you, i really 200% sure that im not infected with swine flu!! As i told you, i have been so good girl..even better than i was barely myself, staying at home all these days , home sweet home, woohoo!

I guess tissues never have been so useful to me ever...like now!!

.....dammit!!my nose....feels like crying out loud!

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Warehouse sales

Its another weekend again which mean another headache assignment for me...to plan for the days!

I'm seriously getting more and more lazy ever since the day my holiday begin. I know i have had plan so much thing to do but I just can't put everything in sequence! Can't explain my life now which is like everyday a "surprise" keep me hiding to a side! I'm not a big fan for SURPRISE :s

I don't want to make myself so depress, I want to live my 'own' life or shall I say burden-less life.

I need a short break to get rid of everything that i'm dealing with. Okay, guess thats enough of emotional venting.

Come back to the plan. As baby wanna have his car wash tomorrow therefore i've plan an energetic activity for us. We are gonna stay at Valencia the whole day, baby wash his car which will take him one day full for the car job while i'm gonna go for a gym and swimming. Really have to do more exercise now cause i've been eating so much all these while since the exam plus i've already feel my body gaining 'extra' weight, oppsyyy!

One thing that light up my life was i went to this warehouse sales at PJ, Plaza Hamodal yesterday. Brands that having sales were Nike, Adidas, Renoma, KeyNg, Springfields, Disney, Guess, ELLE HOMES, Bonita, Wacoal, Sloggi, Triumph, SODA and many more.I have a great day shopping with Li Wei and her mum and one of my auntie, ahhuh and once again i've spent out of my budget, shitty! Bought bras from Wacoal and sloggi, and 1 long skirt from Springfield.

I bought this skirt with a pretty good price, 70% off which only cost RM72 after discount woohoo!! See, it can be a skirt or a tube dress, top or bottom, up to your choice to play around with fashion. No picture for bras regarding privacy issue, I'm a typical ♥asian girl♥

sigh...another boring day :(

p/s: I've made up my mind.

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Dumplingyyy

Tomorrow is the 'Dragon Boat Festival', or some people may call it 'Dumpling Day' and the chinese call it 'Duan Wu Jie'. It doesn't bring any special to me but I just simply love it cause it is the day when i can eat lots..and lots of dumpling! This is another chinese food that i love and always crave most! Anyway, people still selling dumpling everywhere in the normal day not specifically appear only during this special festival.

So as a big fan for dumpling, i decided to give grandma a help beside for being the person who only know how to eat, i wanna learn how to make it. I help her out for wrapping the dumpling. Let see what we have for the ingredients. It depends on what kind of dumpling you want, pork eggyolk dumpling, chicken red bean dumpling and....* i only know two kinds of it!

It takes very simple step to make a dumpling.

1. Prepare for all the ingredients.

2. Take 2 leaves, place 1 on top and another at the bottom, then fold the center of the leaves into a shape that looks like a cylinder and the remain part of the leaves should be across and on top of the cylinder.

3. Fill in the ingredients.

4. Once finish filling in the ingredients, fold down the remain part of the leaves to cover the ingredients. The dumpling will then be in the shape of triangle.

5. Place it into the hot boiled water. Boil for 3 hrs.

And.....my top favourite is served!!

Lady and gentleman, have a great and happy Dumpling Day!

Dumplingssssss i'm coming!!!

p/s: I've made my decision to keep the 'present' to myself. Please forgive my little greedy hearted. I really love the present so much :s

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The 1st week

Its the beginning of a new week again, my 1st week of holiday.

Monday, people primarily should clean up their weekend mood, get back to work, and study while me, Elaine happily enjoying my precious holiday, planning my summer trip with the boyfriend and family. As a reward for ourselves since we both had been working so hard for our final exam, this time the couple have decided to have a so call 'trip marathon' which means that we wanted to travel up north, to Ipoh, Cameron Highland, Penang, and the last destination Langkawi! LOLx...i'm very excited already :P We wanna enjoy gao gao! release our stress that has been accumulated since all the while during exam time!

Lets go back forward to yesterday, a wonderful Sunday which i had a pleasant breakfast with my family and boyfriend. Mum brought us to this place called 'KuiLin Dim Sum', located at the back street of Brem Mall, and beside the place was a secondary school. It was my 1st time to visit this place for dim sum before that had heard mum mention about how nice and tasty, and apparently it was very cheap. I was totally in love with their fried durian, uuuhhhh......SUPER SUPER DELICIOUS!!! It was another best fried durian which i have been tasted so far since the 1st one i tasted at a chinese cuisine restaurant in Genting ,can't really remember the name. I should have capture the picture of the fried durian so that you people can see how yummy and tasty they were under the deep gold crispy cover and I bet people who like durian, these will indeed be your favourite and for people who dislike durian, you are so so stupid for missing such heavenly delicious food!!! okay, i guess im a way too far for the durian =)

After breakfast, me and baby headed to Kepong to seek for 'traditional chinese medical' skin consultation and there we both got this prescription, blend all the leaves together with the liquor and the powder, later on apply it on skin. Somehow people might think this way may not make sense but for me it always does.

Me and baby head back home after the consultation and it was already 3pm when we reach home. We had our dinner at Pavilion and i was thinking to meet my ex-boss, Crystal to hand over her belated birthday present. Unfortunately the present ended up coming home with me again :(

It really irritates me when i don't get to settle down thing that i've planned or thing doesn't seem to be complete within my expectation especially when i've been to the same place again and again with the same purpose, the stupid sake of surprise! And now i have no idea whether to keep the present until i next meet her or just keep it to myself...(ended my Sunday night by grasping head, struggling for answer)

Oh well well, this was the day when i 1st went back to college during Study break. Typical lame revision day. Please don't be pissed off as i gonna post up all my boring study pic, ahha!

Wonderful Sunday, baby and i decided to head out study at coffee bean. Thats our drinks, baby needs cafein to keep him awake so he ordered this 'extreme..espresso bean...' shitty! can't remember the name but its a nice drink indeed, very crunchy! Igrabbed Snapple.

books were my enemy...omg the book was soo wordy i couldn't resist but fell a sleep without fail!

A little bit of distraction to keep myself awake through the long hour of study, cam-whoring always the best one,teehee! Beside playing alone, may as well involve the boyfriend.

ahhah, very serious!
Apart from that, i found something interesting and yet very embarrassing...how can the girl mis-spell my name 'Yee Ling'! She wrote 'e' instead of 'n'. Eventually i told her that my name was Elaine so i guess she probably get me wrong...aiks!

Always need these to gear up my energy, my all time favourite snack during revision. Thumbs up for the strawberry candy!

Big mess during exam!

Outside the exam hall with Sherine.

Bloody exam hall! Fortunately it's all over.

p/s: baby, no matter how i'll be with you forever, always will always have ♥

Break and Excitement

Elaine wanna say it out loud, loud, loud.............................I'm FREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

phewww, finally my year 1 semester has officially came to an end on May 20th, ended with the last paper of Financial Accounting. What is up next, my 4 months break, wahahahahhaah! people pls don't envy me okay :p
dating, shopping, yam cha-ing, gathering, travelling...im so so hunger for these now and people pls feel free to call me out for date as i'll be available for you guys for 4 months :)

Looking back to yesterday night, the Memory to Treasure Night, i would say it was exhausted and.....fresh!!
It was our class party which involved only lecturers and fellow SHU DAC01 students, hosted by 5 passionate classmates! The party was aimed to celebrate the end of our 1st year semester, to show our deep inside gratitude towards all the lecturer, to show our appreciation towards their hardwork for educating us with their precious experience and last but not least, to thank you for their patience for lecturing all of us from 0 - knowledgeable, stupid - smart!

The content of the party was about foods and games!!
Each student was separated into groups, gourmet groups and game groups. For the gourmet groups, each group were entitled to come out with 2 maincourse and 1 dessert, each food must be assigned with a name. Group members were compulsory to decorate their own table. Marks will be given by lecturer according to visual, and taste. My group consists of 5 members, Ken, Charles, me, Vincent and Panda. We have 2 maincourse, sotong and curry chicken; 1 dessert, dragon fruit jelly. Our group had assigned all the job effectively where Ken and Charles responsible for the maincourses, me and Panda were doing the jelly and food name's decoration and finally Vincent picks up the name assigning job :) ain't effective, huh?? hahaha, call me the effective queen *__*

ah, our menu and Vincent's hardwork:
1. Essence of Delight
2. Sensational Flame
3. Frozen Secrets in the Sea
People, have fun figuring out the food :)

After all the preparation and the arrival of our dear guests, the host finally announced that the party has began! Everyone was happily enjoying the food group by group as later on there will be an award ceremony, all guests have to vote for their best food of the day. It was fun to see that all lecturer grasping their head to finalise the most most tasteful food because they thought that all of the food was great! It was really hard for them to make the decision and lecturers suggested that all of us may change course to HM(hospitality management)weekee!
Meanwhile, the award ceremony began with prize presenting to each lecturer, 1st prize goes to Ms Cristal, the most knowledgeable lecturer among 5 with her motto " are you hungry arr?" 2nd goes to Ms Cheryl, the most funny lecturer in class and 3rd goes to Ms Ang, the cutest lecturer among all with her motto " i dont't know lah..", Ms Ang even acted cute when she step forward for the award,haha, cute though! Coming up was Ms Lau, the most yeng lecturer among 5 with her motto " how many pounds you wanna pay me?" i guess cool shall be more appropriate to describe this lecturer as she always has her own personality and the way she conduct class...i would say it was so cool!! Las but not least, my favourite lecturer, Ms Cheng, the most active lecturer among all, very precise!!!! Her motto was another fun one "i crossed my heart to say..." and "2 birds killed one stone!" hahaha..Ms Cheng really light up my college life and.....even in the game session,ahha! She is the lecturer in my group....White Angel!!!
We had 4 games that night. Don't really feel to blog the games one by one cause its gonna be a really longgg one. However, it was lot of fun and excitement!

The lecturers were really enjoy their time that night and also through the whole year with us, the SHU DAC01 students. Unfortunately, 5 of them may not continue to conduct the course in our coming 2nd year semester guess it would be all very fresh new look lecturer.

And that all ended my 1st year in uni life, absolutely great memory to treasure and i swear to the god that i'll be treasuring it from time to time, never have, and never will forget!

4 months break, i better get something to utilise it effectively or else im just another loser in life!!!!!

p/s: Pictures will be up soon!!
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