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halo world!!!!!!!

finally im here again, which means that im free..............from half of my work :P

juts half of it, the other half can only be considered complete after mid of May.

i know i've been disappear for longgggggggg time...what to do, huge amount of work to be settled.

actually im not so in the mood to blog as im still dealling with final revision but its so hard to hold the strength for not to blog while seeing others(my sweeties) still blog as usual.

so, i convince myself why do i need to stress myself so much! relax baby!! you can as well have fun while doing studies!

yea...i know...have fun?thats not the appropriate way to describe my recent life. Before i post up the photo and let it do the talking, i have to warn you people my life during study leave is rather bored and dull. okay, pics up!

The 1st weekend with family since i quit job- camwhor-ing at grandpa house

Having fun at Tong Kei Bakery Shop & Novel

This is when i decided to ground myself at Auntie Evelyn's house...hahah...kidding! It was the second week of April when Uncle Desmond has left to U.S for 2 weeks so auntie evelyn invited me to stay over her house,baby was with me too^___^

Winnie's 21st B'day Party--me, winnie, li wei

This is Winnie, my all time favourite gal,da jie jie...she is so nice and caring. Remember i was still in primary school, a small young gal when i first know her in a family trip, she's one of my dad's friend's daughter. Ever since then we turned up to be very good friend. Guess what??!! I didn't give her any b'day present on that day!!!! It was my mistake!!! I really don't know who and what to blame for me being so forgetful. How can i left it at home?? The most big mistake ever!! how can i forget my best jie jie's present?? I wonder if one day will i forget someone important in my life or just lost my baby somewhere in the shopping mall without having any clue and direction to find him back?? This will probably happen to me cause im always confident with my sense of direction^^okay ookay im away too long >.<>

The next day after party, early in the morning i was about to prepare myself to Mid Valley.

Grabbed few stuff with pretty good deal. Didn't have much shopping on that day, just accompany the little one and family.

I was trying on this sunglass, and the little one beside me go jie jie, wo yao na ge yan jing!!! Isn't she cool?!

Got this very soothing and calming Lavender extract body gel from Guardian. I've spent some time at Guardian that day evening while baby went to see one of his client.

Seriously there's nothing to do at auntie evelyn's house beside non-stop camwhoring with the kid and this explain why i have so many the little kid's pic up in this post i make her the co-star of this post. Spotted baby playing counter strike with Fiona the little one seem to be addicted to go go's game thus ignore jie jie's cam. Both of them then abandoned me...

They leave me no choice but to self-entertain

Sometime being alone in the day, guarding the house is not that bad too! Atleast im enjoying at the moment. theres no classes on that day thats why im enjoying the very rare short break with...

movie

Homeworks

Having lunch alone at the club house

There was this day ying ying suggested to go for movie. Summer is around the corner, loads of fantastic movie coming up. That day we call it a 'movie marathon' day cause we catched 2 movies continuosly, WOOHOO!!

Family went for a 2d1n trip to Genting. And very obvious that im enjoying for being alone at home again. This time, I have lappy, books, and a cup of korean instant noodle!!my favourite!! See, I even finish the soup although mummy always warn me not to drink cause its very unhealthy for our kidney or something...whatever i don't care since she is not at home at the moment^^

After all the picture story telling.....wauuuuu!!! It's superb long post! Have fun reading.

Gotto go to bed now, have to wake up at 5.30 am. Good night world <3

xoxo

short break

from today, now on, i will be less update as im now overloaded with courseworks, assignments, and revision classes. There are so damn LOT of work to be done before the final examination which will be in 4 weeks time!!OMG!!4 weeks!!??i still haven't had enough study for my exam...how am i gonna sit for the paper??? 1 whole year's syllabus together in 1 final exam, i think is better that the lecturer take my life off!!! how can i swallow 6 subjects in 4 weeks time, or to make it sounds longer, one month??im not that kind of person who has great exceptional intellectual ability leh!!! My brain so sucks now!

so a short break is what i've expected.
CNY post will be anticipated by the time i'm back from the bloody exam!

have a nice day~~Bonjour

bad news through the night..

received a bad news in this silent night...

someone, an alder, a very caring, thoughtful, kind-hearted, cheerful...a very very good person had left us, sleep forever in peace.
although i never know her for such long time, only met with her for bout 4 times, but i know she's the one that i have a lot to learn from...unfortunately, she couldn't overcome the current situation, and leave us all behind in the end.

im truly regrete that i do not have a chance, a qualified indentity to call her "er yi" but somehow, i've done it in my heart secretly.

im so extremely upset that i dunno what can i do to help them...when baby call me, i really wish that im there beside him, to support him cause he sounded very sad in the phone, not to mention that the one who just passed away was his beloved auntie.

......................Er yi, may you rest in peace. we will be missing you forever and ever.
your caring, will always be in our heart
your thoughtfulness, will always be our life philosophy
your kind-hearted, will always be the impressed memories
your cheerful face, will always be our life motivator

i always have some kind of hard feeling lately...my recent life is so dull and doomy, every morning i wake up feel so stress, lack of sleep, no energy, no motivation, sometimes i would feel that i myself isn't alive! Somehow, there are still something which bring me to the very extent of 'un-alive stage'

*final examination is around the corner
*dealing with mounts of assignment
*worrying about my "female illness" which nearly kill my patience and make me worry sick!!
*baby's 2nd aunt was admitted to the hospital, her condition never seem to be better, baby was so worry bout her, and i as well worry bout aunt's health condition and baby's feeling.
*April is the month of 'Qing Ming', a month where chinese will be mourning their love one, family ancester, or people who is very important to each other that already pass away. It also meant to be the rain season for the month where chinese belief that when people are mourning for the death one, and neither do the god will do the same.

there is no time for me to be so emo anymore.....
hopefully Saturday would be the most effective cure for me.